Wow What a year.......

I  cant believe  this time last year  i  was in Michigan  getting ready to capture  my first wedding. I was a bundle of nerves  and  really Stressed out.. I wanted  a wedding  BADLY  and  no one had yet to give me a chance  to either capture a wedding or 2nd shoot a wedding.When my friend Lisa asked me  to  be her photographer for her wedding i was so  HAPPY , finally i was getting my chance.This wedding i felt was either going to help take off my " business" or  it was going to be and EPIC FAIL. Sadly because of this wedding i gained nothing but  the  experience  from it and meeting my good friend and making new friends with her friends.I  know  that the  couple   loved the  pictures BUT for myself  only a few i like and  that i think turned out good. .The  others i'm rather  not happy with .I guess i am being too hard on myself  but  at the end of the day i know i did my best and that you gotta start somewhere.Lisa and Kevin t hank you again  for entrusting me  on your special day.HAPPY ANNIVERSARY


In honor of thier wedding here is a  video slideshow  i made......

i think you may hove to  copy the url or  see the video below (  the previous blog post)
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Happy Monday!
xoxox

Priscilla

LISA &KEVIN GET HITCHED! 5/28/2011 at OneTrueMedia.com

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okay so i  am gonna try to blog everyday and sometimes i will need to  compose the blog the night before or whatever so i  am rtesting out how to set up a blog post to post a certain day and time here goes lol

Finally Resting...........

We were finally able to  to have my father buried with my mom on Monday , May 14th, 2012  64 days after he allegaidly died.It was bittersweet and gave us some much needed closure.Although I'm not really sure you can get closure when you are the family of  someone who has been murdered.Having him  finally put in the ground was  a huge weight lifted because we have been holding onto his remains and it was  very hard to bear that we had to cremate him rather than have him buried. the way he wanted and had planned for.....Funny how life throws you such curve balls.i'm only sharing this because  this is me, this is real and im not ashamed to say whats on my mind

Life after The Fix & THE FIX.....In SF

Wow so  this blog post is way overdue..  But you know  what they say better late than never. LOL.

Here's a little history behind how I discovered Jasmine Star.I got my first DSLR in March  2010,  In June  of that year we took  a day  trip  to  San Fransico .We went to  go  eat at SAM WO and the next table across from us , there was 2  gals with thier cameras ( mind you i had mine too) , we made small talk and they asked me if i was a photographer and i said no  i  just had my camera a couple months I'm still learning, they said they were and that they were going  to  a workshop soon  .At this time i just shrugged off the whole workshop thing and told them I was hoping to become a pro.So we exchanged numbers and i found Stephanie on Facebook when we got home that night, Well on her page was a pic of her and Jasmine Star so I'm guessing  that's whose workshop they went too. I had never heard of her before so i  either googled  JASMINE STAR  or  looked her up  on Facebook via her fan page.I can't even tell  you how long I  looked at her STUFF,   I was in awe!!!!!!So that's my history.  I have been a fan of hers  since then....

 here's a  pic i  took  that day   in SF( excuse the bad picture quailty) LOL 

So fast foreward to  Jan/Feb 2012 -I like many other avid Jasmine Star  fans heard  that she was going on on a 12 city speaking tour.I hoped that 1 of the 12 cities  She  was  coming to was near me ..My choices were either SF OR LA .So i was determined that's what  I wanted for my 35th birthday a ticket to  THE FIX  in  SF.The SF date was  3 days before my birthday.I knew i  had to wait for my taxes to  be available before i  could by  the ticket .Well  that day came  and I  frantically went online to  try and get my ticket.. anddd  the dreaded SOLD OUT  was smack dabbed right in  frount of me on the computer screen.I was crushed ,  So now IF  wanted  to  go to  the FIX  now I was gonna have to  go to it in  LA and i  knew there was no  way i  was gonna get my hubby to agree to that.So  i started  thinking  how am i gonna get my ticket to SF.  I luckily was able to find 1 for sale.,now my next obstacle  was how was i gonna get there??? driving my car was out, him taking me was out  because of the kids.. SOOO. luckily a fellow photog from Chico area was selling her ticket and a girl commented that she might want to  get it ,  I messeaged her and said if you are able to  get  the ticket can i ride with you and i'll  buy you lunch and pay 1/2 of the gas, SHE SAID YES  and  So  she got it (the ticket)  and i got my ride..  TY Cynthia! We decided to  meet beforehand ,so it wouldn't be so awkward  , you the whole rifding with a complete stranger bit  LOL. We met the thursday before the FIX..

THE FIX was so  amazing , we made it  into a day trip because we had places to go and people to see, LOL. We went to an amazing bread place and had some amazing clam chowder, looked at lenses,  then went to the TACO  BAR get together  at Robyn's loft.. that was an amazing time too.  We  met alot of awesome people  that we had been talking to online via the SF FIX Facebook group.

The last year or so, i  have been so self concious  about  myself , mainly because of my looks and my weight issues.I  was really intimadated to  put myself out there to  talk to  Jasmine or other photographers just because in the past i  have pretty much been shot down So the whole idea of going to  the fix and the meetup, etc makes me nervious.I literally had to  get  on my big girl panties and just do it and  I'm glad  i   did.I feel i  have made a few new friends along the way who share my passion and that's all I've really wanted since  i started this journey  and time  and time again i have had the worst luck  ever befriending   fellow photographers.I have never had  this much of a hard time making friends before and its been extremely  stressful trying to make friends with fellow photogs,  that was until the FIX....

A few things i  took away from the FIX is the fallowing:

Practice, Practice, Practice.....DUH WINNING... lol - I am so guilty of  of saying i'm gonna practice but actually not doing  it LOL...

template emails- CAN I SAY  LIKE TOTALLY  AWESOME!   this is something i plan to put into use very soon!

What  can i  learn from my struggle?  EVERYTHING!
another highlight from the FIX  was our surprise FLASH MOB!!!!! I still can't believe I was a part of that LOL.....

AFTER THE fix , I was literally on a " Jasmine Star  High" I had to  work the next morning &  I was bouncing around and giddy like a teenybopper  who  had just met Justin Beiber  LOL.I   had  intended  on  submitting my video for a chance to go to   JASMINE STAR'S CREATIVE LIVE'S WORKSHOP. I had  exactly what i was gonna say and my hubby was gonna help  me make it on Thursday  , 3 days after the FIX, we were gonna make it before i went to work , But 2 days after the FIX . i  recieved the worst news ever concerning my dad,  My 2 day jasmine star  high was over,  everything as  i  knew it was diffrent, for a few weeks after the news about my dad and the FIX  i  felt that all  my friendships were put on hold, everything as i knew it stopped...I had  a few practice sessions and they all but 1 fell thru. A part me started feeling like people were somewhat avoiding me like the plague or something. I know it was  probley more in my head than anything LOL. I have gotten back out and started shooting and practicing again.I don't wan to  be pityed and i don't want  people to feel  sorry for me. this is my 3rd person  I have lost, well 4th  now .. My dad would not want me to just stop everything, He would want me to get out and enjoy life and do what i love  I guess what i'm trying to get across is Life is too  short....As frustrating as it was to lose potential sessions i  know when the time is  right i will have sessions again until then i will just find me an orange tree :)

JASMINE, if you are reading this I am so grateful  and honored I got to meet you and JD .It was the best birthday presant ever.So glad i celebrated it early like i did LOL. Thank you for being you,  for  being real and  for being so awesome! I hope our paths cross again soon!

Here are some pics from  our day in SF AND THE FIX...

Mark   is so awesome!  he was one 1 of the 6 lucky ones who will be with Jasmine this weekend for her workshop in Seattle..Yes I'm green with envy LOL j/k!

Me when i first met  Jasmine.... xoxox

Andddd that would be me and Jasmine! WOOT, WOOT! XOXOX

My friend Cynthia with Jasmine

Me and JD  (  her hubby) 

Jasmine doing her thang!

THERE YA HAVE IT, THANKS FOR READING!

XOXOXO

Priscilla

AND....... The Love Story Winner is...........

Jessica Tabor!!!!!!!!!Congrats girl! i can't wait to photograph you and your sweetie!

1st annual Love story Photo Contest Submissions

Hi, everyone , i was hoping for a much better turnout for this, we only had 3 entries and 2 of them i was able to use , the 3rd entry was from out of state....

here is entry 1 from Jessica Tabor

Here is thier " LOVE STORY"

September of 2006 I sat at Harrison Stadium cheering on my Oroville Tigers, hanging out with good friends. During the Varsity game a group of JV Thunderbird football players walked by. I was instantly Goo Goo eyed over #74. He was chunky, had freckles and braces, but I was mesmerized. I caught his attention and he came over to talk to me. He asked me out, I declined. I started to flirt with his friend to make him jealous. He interrupted our conversation and said "i know why you look familiar, we're friends on MySpace" I told him "i have 40 thousand friends on MySpace, sorry I don't remember you" and turned away. He came to sit by me and said "go on a date with me and I promise you will never forget me"... I was hooked. We started going out on November 8th 2006, and on November 8th 2010 he took me up to the dam, and we had a picnic in the back of his truck with the radio going. He went and got all of my favorite foods, olive garden soup and breadsticks, tong don't lows prawns, and homemade chicken strips. He even had an ice chest filled with my favorite drink...capri sun pacific cooler. He had me stand up in the truck bed and dance to whatever was playing. It was lady antebellum 'ok just looking for a good time' it was a song about a one night stand I said that this isn't very romantic and he said "i'll just have to make it romantic" and got down on his knee and proposed. How could I say no to that? we fall in love more and more each day. Now we are 9 weeks away from being parents to our first child together. A beautiful baby girl. With her, our family is one step closer to being complete.

entry # 2 was from Kimmi Egger

Here is thier " Love Story!"

We first started our relationship on June 13th, 2010...but our story started years & years ago!

We met as neighbors in 1994. He was 5 and I was 8. He would come over every day and play with me and my sisters. He was from a troubled family and would often go with our family to the store, and stay for dinner.

Eventually his family moved and we lost touch.

Years later we met, started dating & became a couple without even knowing our paths had crossed before! When we finally realized "who we were" we decided it was a sign from God that no matter what happened in eachother's pasts, this was the Lord's will and he brought us together for a reason...

We have been together ever since, and will be forever more!

They have been married since 11-11-2011

My 3rd entry was from my friend Heather in North Carolina,

Here is thier " Love Story"

Ok lets see....it all started with a friend request on mysapce, i was looking for someone who i could see myself with forever i had just come out of a 4 yr relationship a failed engagement and a lot of heartbreak. so i saw Josh on myspace and since i knew him threw my ex i sent him a message and we started talking via email on myspace. after talking for a few weeks we decided to meet up. we met at our local mall and seem to have a lot in common and for me it was love at first sight. we dated for a few mths. i left my family to move in with him and we dated for 6 mths and we got married. on our wedding night we conceived our child and the rest is history we have been married 2 years going on 3 in Oct.

Thank you everyone who entered! I look foreward to ' CAPTURING" my winners soon!